What would you do
if you were faced with a decision
where doing nothing, letting it ride,
could kill you
as easily as doing something, having the test?
What would you do,
if this was you?
What would you feel
if you learned, in a letter,
that someone you love, adore, is
dying…
in a letter?
What would you feel,
if this was you?
What would you say
if you were from a large family
all living within a ten mile radius of home
yet the majority of the care-giving
was left to you?
What would you say,
if this was you?
What would you think
if you went back home
afterwards
only to see that
someone had entered
and taken, taken, taken?
What would you think,
if this was you?
What would you respond
if you suffered and endured
multiple betrayals and losses
and then you learned that
your most valued
relationships
aren’t?
What would you respond,
if this was you?
What would you taste
if you learned the people you
love most have
shut
the door on
you?
What would you taste,
if this was you?
What would you
do and feel and
say and think and
respond and taste?
If this was you?
If this was any one of us?
©Maribeth Batcho 2016 All Rights Reserved
Just me trying to make sense of the world…
Such hard questions and so much hurt in these words. I’m so sorry for you in this situation. I’m afraid I will have something similar in my future.
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Hard questions indeed. What would you do if this was you?
I truly hope that it NEVER is. Never.
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This post breaks my heart and happens so often. I had a friend that had to go to an estate sale to buy back a treasured gift from her grandmother. Another friend had her mother’s things hidden from her in storage. Why? is another question. So brave of you to post these very real, raw feelings.
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Hi Vanessa! Hope you are having a lovely Sunday. I appreciate that you read the piece this morning. The writing was not intended to hurt anyone, though I can see how emotions might come to the surface from reading it. It’s funny how I didn’t see the emotions as raw, but instead as a numbness. What is it that comes across to you when you read it?
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I am having a lovely Sunday. I wasn’t hurt, but do understand that many families react this way and struggle with how to communicate with each other. Families have jealousy and greed. I think the very frank use of the language of someone dying and finding out in such an impersonal manner were the phrases that came across strongly to me. Your words reached out and touched me in a good way.
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Thank you for the clarification, Vanessa. It is interesting how people who come from the same gene pool can be on vastly different levels of development. I am happy to hear that the words touched in a positive manner. I am “Unleashing ” as a way to make sense of the world.
A bientôt!
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Not easy questions to answer. I guess in some cases, I will cry, pray, move, listen etc
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Very tough questions. It may be that you won’t know unless you are in the situation. And I hope you never end up there 🙂
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